Sometimes your mind and heart is torn between the past and what feels like permanent scars. Your mind is like forget this, you have to do what’s best for you. But your heart wants to love and be loved for longer than just a few. You smile and cry. You hide and keep it moving and no one knows the pain you harbor inside. You’re here physically, but you’re gone mentally and emotionally. God speak to me!!! I’m lost and I don’t know what to do! I don’t want to be cold!! I don’t want to hang on to the past anymore! I want to let go!! Father God I really need for you to take control. I can’t do this on my own. God, you’re faithful and I’m thankful…but I’ve come to a point where I need you to fill this place. Fill this void. I’m empty and lost. I want to expose more then the smile I wear. I want to be covered by your love and mercy, so that I’m no longer lost and scared!!! God speak to me!!!! God speak to me!!!! GOD SPEAK TO ME….I WANT TO BE FREE OF COLD HEARTED ME. I need more of you and less of her. I don’t want that FOREVER hurt!!! I don’t want to be lost. I don’t know what else to do!!! God speak to me….please!!!! A pleading mind and heart, is a warming start!!! – Keema #Ilovelove #loveoutlove #patience #onedayatatime #greatnesstakestime #Shugga #Move growth #love #motivation #success #selflove #inspiration #business #life #goals #mindset #entrepreneur #growthmindset #selfcare #healing #fitness #happiness #change #leadership #positivity #positivevibes #quotes #mindfulness #mentalhealth #health #community #strength #happy #faith #lifestyle#letgoandletGod #love #Godislove #renewyourmind #Iloveunconditionally #Imlivingtolove #humble #poetry #poems #poetrycommunity
I WANT TO BE FREE OF COLD HEARTED ME … 💔💕
Published by Jakeema S.
Every story has a beginning, my writing story started during my adolescent years. My language arts teacher had given me so much credit on a paper I had written, then advised me that I should look into writing often because it always amazed him whenever I wrote. At the time I found it hard to believe, but I took heed to his advice. I developed a love for writing in middle school. The more I wrote, the more it came with ease. Over time it became my passion. I began writing poetry at the age of 13 years old. Little before I knew it the words just flowed. Sometimes my mind would be filled with so many words that it became an obsession and I would have to write down the words otherwise it would drive me crazy in a good way. Before I knew it, poetry was created. Metaphors, subliminal messages, and metaphors were a part of my writing, it all came so naturally. When I was in elementary school, I always had a love for poetry, reading, and writing, I just never utilized the gift of writing. Over the years I would write to express some of the things I had gone through my experience in life, love, and relationships. My life has been one hell of a roller coaster ride, but I wouldn’t change it for anything in the world. I am who I am because of it ALL. I'm better, not bitter, wiser. The words that I write come from my mind, heart, and adversity I've experienced. Welcome to parts of my world!!! View all posts by Jakeema S.