Sometimes your mind and heart is torn between the past and what feels like permanent scars. Your mind is like forget this, you have to do what’s best for you. But your heart wants to love and be loved for longer than just a few. You smile and cry. You hide and keep it moving and no one knows the pain you harbor inside. You’re here physically, but you’re gone mentally and emotionally. God speak to me!!! I’m lost and I don’t know what to do! I don’t want to be cold!! I don’t want to hang on to the past anymore! I want to let go!! Father God I really need for you to take control. I can’t do this on my own. God, you’re faithful and I’m thankful…but I’ve come to a point where I need you to fill this place. Fill this void. I’m empty and lost. I want to expose more then the smile I wear. I want to be covered by your love and mercy, so that I’m no longer lost and scared!!! God speak to me!!!! God speak to me!!!! GOD SPEAK TO ME….I WANT TO BE FREE OF COLD HEARTED ME. I need more of you and less of her. I don’t want that FOREVER hurt!!! I don’t want to be lost. I don’t know what else to do!!! God speak to me….please!!!! A pleading mind and heart, is a warming start!!! – Keema #Ilovelove #loveoutlove #patience #onedayatatime #greatnesstakestime #Shugga #Move growth #love #motivation #success #selflove #inspiration #business #life #goals #mindset #entrepreneur #growthmindset #selfcare #healing #fitness #happiness #change #leadership #positivity #positivevibes #quotes #mindfulness #mentalhealth #health #community #strength #happy #faith #lifestyle#letgoandletGod #love #Godislove #renewyourmind #Iloveunconditionally #Imlivingtolove #humble #poetry #poems #poetrycommunity